{"id":15,"date":"2023-07-03T00:45:44","date_gmt":"2023-07-02T23:45:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/?p=15"},"modified":"2023-07-03T00:45:44","modified_gmt":"2023-07-02T23:45:44","slug":"trust-me-im-a-professional","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/2023\/07\/03\/trust-me-im-a-professional\/","title":{"rendered":"Trust Me I&#8217;m a Professional"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve put this off for far too long.&#8221; &#8211; Bilbo Baggins<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I understand what Bilbo meant in<em> The Lord of the Rings <\/em>when he said this ahead of leaving Bag End and the Shire.  I have put off creating this blog for a long time.  In fact it has been put off for years&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You see I really am a professional.  A professional procrastinator!  I can and have put this and other things off like nobodies business.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have to deal with the why behind my procrastination.  Honestly it boils down to fear.  I&#8217;m afraid of failure.  I&#8217;m afraid of what others will think.  I am sure this will come as a surprise to many who know me &#8211; I&#8217;m scared&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now that we have that out of the way&#8230;I am forging a new path.  God has not given me a spirit of fear, so I am officially a blogger now.  I am not doing this for the approval of others.  I am doing this for me!  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to have some of the tough conversations that many people want to avoid.  I want to say some of the quiet parts out loud.  It may get uncomfortable for both of us, but this is not about being comfortable.  It&#8217;s about being real&#8230;it&#8217;s about being me!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yes, I have put this off for far too long&#8230;but you can trust me because I&#8217;m a professional!  I hope you will join me on this journey.  I make no promises except to be me&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve put this off for far too long.&#8221; &#8211; Bilbo Baggins I understand what Bilbo meant in The Lord of the Rings when he said this ahead of leaving Bag End and the Shire. I have put off creating this blog for a long time. In fact it has been put off for years&#8230; You [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15\/revisions\/26"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnathanbrown.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}